it can happen.

Today I ended up hanging out with a couple friends from high school. I was surrounded by J's. That is, Juliana, Jimbob, and eventually we met up with Julie--in some places aka Nonsense. It's great, because Julie and Jimbob both write songs, and whenever I get to hear Julie play it really makes me feel like YES I want to write music right now. Well, it's 5 am, and now that I'm no longer hanging out with them I decided the first thing I should do is see if I can get something going with all that leftover inspiration--and just that feeling that I have the ability to actually do things. I mean, writing music. It's not so hard I think, if I just let things go and stop worrying so much about how things might come off. If there's something you don't like about what you're doing, just change it. Of course, sometimes that's way harder than it would seem. But right now it feels easy.

all the plans that were planned and fell through--where did they go when they left me and you? did they go into the red? or into the blue? i can't see. and the colors get lost in my head, they get lost inside of my brain, and they run until morning.. and i know i'll never know until they come through.

I found this old fox stuffed animal in my house today. It's my new best friend.